Sensation helps to make it so

I begin in sensation alone, 
which must become the strongest force in being for now.

It has greater power than my negativity, 
greater power even than my own ego.  
And while power alone is not what I search to be in relationship with, 
I need a force in my life that will keep me here where I am
and my mind cannot do that,
because it is a wanderer 
and…